In between all of this...

Well, my father came up with dizzy spells and BP up to the roof, so it's both parents in need of attention and care right now, but it just hit me...I won't be able to got to and participate in vidukon. Silly me, I'm crying over it. Totally heartbroken. Wanted to meet people, vidders and vid lovers, and talk vids and watch vids together and learn something, and have tea and cookies :(
Heartbroken.