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alixtii
. ..FOUR Winchester brothers? That could be interesting *g*
In other News, I am right now seriously considering giving up on my PhD. I just...Life has moved one and I want different things now, and it all just feels like a huge chainball at my ankle...I'm looking to calm down right now (some paperwork went wrong/was too late, which is why this entry, but the mood and thoughts have been here for a while), and will consider all possibilities. I'd like to accomplish this, it is within my abilities, but it requires a degree of concentration and dedication that...I have not been able to give it. Hence, it turns stressful and becomes a duty instead of a chosen achievement. Mum's cancer and my own MS don't help, no, and I am not - contrary to my own beliefs - Superwoman and can't just take it all in my stride. Silly me, I want a home and be healthy and possibly a baby, right now. Thesis just comes after. Life is too damn short and I have wasted some of it.
I really don't know.
alixtii. ..FOUR Winchester brothers? That could be interesting *g*
On the twelfth day of Christmas, 
phantomas sent to me...
phantomas sent to me...Twelve deanjournals drumming
deanjournals drummingEleven icekestrels piping
icekestrels pipingTen urban legends a-leaping
Nine movies editing
Eight westerns a-vidding
Seven animals a-writing
Six songvids a-painting
Five je-e-e-ensen ackles
Four winchester boys
Three thomas hobbes
Two vampire diaries
...and a slash in a laramie.
In other News, I am right now seriously considering giving up on my PhD. I just...Life has moved one and I want different things now, and it all just feels like a huge chainball at my ankle...I'm looking to calm down right now (some paperwork went wrong/was too late, which is why this entry, but the mood and thoughts have been here for a while), and will consider all possibilities. I'd like to accomplish this, it is within my abilities, but it requires a degree of concentration and dedication that...I have not been able to give it. Hence, it turns stressful and becomes a duty instead of a chosen achievement. Mum's cancer and my own MS don't help, no, and I am not - contrary to my own beliefs - Superwoman and can't just take it all in my stride. Silly me, I want a home and be healthy and possibly a baby, right now. Thesis just comes after. Life is too damn short and I have wasted some of it.
I really don't know.